Monday, December 7, 2015

December thoughts

  • I've recently turned 22 last month, and I really should start becoming and acting more like an adult, but on most days, I feel like I don't even know where to begin. I realised that now I'm 22, I can no longer pull off being so childish with how I view my world. But, at the same time, I feel really scared because I know I am trapped in the same situation all over again, afraid of venturing out my options and taking risks. I consider myself as a creature of habit, which honestly makes me feel stay in my own comfort zone again and again. 
  • I just finished my first term in grad school, and it's nice to know a lot of things in a different perspective. I graduated college with a liberal arts degree, making me more inclined with the whole human experience. When I finally decided to take a business degree for masters, I'm surprised to see how different things are priortitized. I am learning a lot in a different field, of course. 
  • I took my civil service exam yesterday in an elementary school in QC. Days and weeks before, I was stressing on how to commute going there, because that's really how I am. I always feel worried whenever I go to a new place lol. To be honest, you can't just depend on google maps to tell you where the exact location is precisely (to a certain extent though, it does). As usual, I asked a stranger for directions and the lady was so nice, and she was so at ease in helping me, so  I arrived safely at my destination on time! This might not be a big deal, but I just was really thinking on how nice people can really be. A stranger could go to a certain extent just to help me, without even knowing who I really am...I mean I could be a psychopath or whatever lol ( I'M NOT).
  • 2015 is already ending. IT'S DECEMBER NA!!! How could time pass by that easily? I need more time to figure out what I want to do, how to do things, and how to be an adult because I am already one.

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